chasing time

life's seriously hectic now
i wanna lie to myself
lying is so much easier then reminding myself of the tons of stuff
all in the back of my head
the list never ends
i'm stopping myself from being poetic and all-shakesperean
haha

just went to the orphanage today though
lol
we went and visit the kids
there were about 14 of them
i was all ready to feel sympathetic for these kids
that was like my first instinct
then
we realise that they had other visitors visiting them as well
in conjunction with the new year celebrations
wah
and u know wat?
they just ate KFC
fuh
then right
i'll tell u someting
a really funny truth
our group- that went to the charity for our b.com project
we bought
a whole bundle of snacks for them
and a personal HAPPY MEAL from MacDonalds
with the whold idea of "i'm loving it"
but they weren't really interested in the meal also
we had games
the slurping game
kaka
and then there was the singing of songs
when we just starting our following event that was the teaching part.....
then another whole bunch of ppl came in
wah
bahagia.
three groups straight one day
we took lots of pics!
lol
an because they were so bahagia
my group really kena bomb by them
we were offering snacks to each kid
and guess wat was their reaction?
"i dun wan"
WALIAO
i mean
like....
gosh
i was like stunned at the moment
we were like buying so many stuff
thinking that they so pitiful
well
they were la
but then
so many nice food and who knows what else were throwned at them
that they rejected our goodies
speechless!

i'm glad it's over
half of our project is done
well
at least
three-quarter is done

i miss the beach though
i miss the serenity
the sound of the waves
especially at nite
when the stars are shining ever so brightly
and the wind
the atmosphere
u just feel so relaxed

kay,
i think it's bout here today
and i just wanna say
sorry to my belevod friends if i didn't get to spend enough time with you all
or not at all
i'm guilty
i know
and i miss everyone back there
not a single one of you can be replaced
and to my buddy pao-pao
where are u la?
i msn for bout a month dy after i finally got line
but never see u online
only that day
at bout 3 a.m
geez....
hope to catch up with u soon
i need to be updated!
kaka
k, bye bye.. =)